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| ![]() ![]() ![]() //I woke up today, im still breathing. Im still alive. Allah gives me another chance to live in his world. Thank you Allah x Hey guys. What's up? It's a long time since my last update about my 'personal story' because i am just posting some tutobies that you all had been asked me to do so. Today, i am going to write something here. Something out of the ordinary. Something deep maybe? Okay first of all, im sorry about my broken english / wrong grammar / anything else here but there's nothing to fear about aite? Practice makes perfect. Okay lately, i've realized that a few anonymous had wrote something in my cbox with cruel assumptions and opinions. I dont really care if they hate me but just .... do you seriously have to write about that ? Cant you just keep em' in your chests silently and live your life peacefully without bringing other people down? As a human and his servant, i do make a lot of mistakes. I repeat, A LOT. Im sorry if any of you guys think im annoying or something but what should i do to impress all of you? WE CANT PLEASE EVERYONE. oh and fyi, im writing this post while wearing a happy face so dont you think that you have succeed in bringing me down because im not that kind of girl anymore :) x I have no idea what to write here but i really wanna write something so i've grab this topic to story about. May Allah bless each of you who hates me anyway! Im sorry to all of you because i dont have time to make all of your requests. Im a fourteen years old girl and a PBS victim. I am busy sometimes but when im not, i will make myself busy with the people i love instead of worrying about my haters. Haters will never stop hating right? Oh and about the mid-year exam. I just got 4A. GEO, BI , BM and SN i think. But the highest marks i got is my english paper. 92%. I know there are a lot of people out there that can talk and write english essays better than me but im happy with my result. Learn to be grateful right ? Last night, i'd a horrible nightmare. I dont really wanna story about this but this is NOT about ghost and im sure there's a meaning behind of this dream. I dont know why. But i have the feeling that says my dream is something that i should have been feared to. Im trying to change myself into a better person. In the other word, i want to turn over a new leaf. I've realized how many flaws i have. How many mistakes i've make. I dont think that im ready for anything yet. Allah knows everything. If you have a problem, pray to Allah. And he'll answers you ONE DAY In Shaa Allah. Just keep calm and never lose hope. Okay, see you soon :)
Alia Eyra x
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