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|  hi. x  2/8/2013 It should be, "God, im not being a grateful person before. I always say that im lonely. but now i've realized, i am never alone. You are always there for me. You even gives me family and friends." Hey guys! i dont update this blog for ages maybe lol. hm okay i dont know.... life is complicated sometimes. but i'll try my best to keep calm and go through all of this pain because i know, im not alone. Allah is always there for me. He's the only one who'll hear me when i hv problems. And the only one who can change EVERYTHING. With just saying 'Kunfayakun' , everything that He wants will come true. Ya Allah, im so scared of losing the people i love. oh and dear self, what about those people who have said that they'll always be there for you no matter what happens? where are they now? well, THEY LEAVE. Yup, they literally leave. Maybe this is the reason why i stop putting my trust & hope too much on others. dear best friends, oh uhm i mean my old best friends, hi ! thank you for making me feel special before. and for that incoming birthday present you gave me......... which is very unexpectable. i do feel special and loved. but i think im not good enough for you. im sorry for everything i've done. well im quit sure you'll never forgive me anyway haha well at least i've tried. hm ok im going to Kuantan tomorrow morning. Im craving to buy a new novel yknow. They complete me yay. okay back to the topic, LIFE. hm life goes on. 3 words that describe everything. i remember a quote about life which is written by a genius, Albert Einstein. Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance, you must keep moving im totally agree with that quote actually. no matter how difficult and painful your life is, you should keep on living. this is something i should say to myself too actually. life is something you cant avoid. until it comes to death. well nobody can stop 'mr death'. if he wants us, he will take us. forever. say bye bye to this world yay. Haha yay? not really..... hm actually im giving up now. eventhough im not sure what am i giving up for, lol. i give up on everything maybe? that doesnt mean i dont care okay. i just wanna stop dreaming, wishing, hoping & more! well at least i wont hurt myself. i will let Fate do its job. Fate likes to potray itself as a genial character, a helpful soul, a guardian angel who will be there for you to lean on when the going gets tough. So i am keen to put my feet up and let Fate look after me. Tired of trying maybe? Im just a girl. Im emotional sometimes. And dear, im not fishing any attention. It's okay to assume me as i cant shut your mouth up. That is YOUR mouth, not mine. so you should take a good care of your mouth. use your mouth to say good things. not to hurt people. Having fun being a hater huh? well, some of the haters will hurt you so bad, bring you down and give you a wave of sadness but who cares? Life's too short to care about haters. I aint gonna make time for that. Focus on whats important. Ok readers? :) Adios amigos !
Alia Eyra,xo
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